wut if u had a boyfriend
and u thought he was the one
but u always knew that u liked your bestfriend
or was it love
and then you asked him if he liked you
and he told you yes
not a girlfriend
but a wife instead
and that stayed in your mind
thinking what should you do
until something happened
that made it get close to you
now you and your boyfriend is no more
but in that relationship
you realized that you loved him
that made everything different and clear
so you told him how you felt
and he felt the same way
wishing it had of been said sooner
now your heart hurts
because of the thought
that you might lose him to someone else
your not the type to hurt anybody
but you always get what you want
but the question is
which one are you willing to loose
a new found friend
or someone that you love and didn't know
so your stuck in your mind
with no place to go
you try to shut it out
the thought
the feeling
the love
but that's no help either
all it do is make you sad and think
just try'n to figure out
weather i should take him from her
just try'n to figure out
weather the risk is worth to take
but i can't
but then again i can
because i don't feel like thinking about
the woulda-shoulda-coulda
i can't help it if i want him
bad is exactly how much i want him...
                                                ...Signed,
                                                          Ayshai Marie Lucas